Like the Dire Straits song but reverse the direction.
Leaving tomorrow or Friday for a week in the North country, mainly the headwaters of the Costilla River (right on the Colorado border) and the Blanca Peak wilderness area. I’ve looked at Blanca Peak in awe, studied all the maps, and decided the best place to camp is accessible from the NE side (adding another 3 hours of driving).
My good friends, Debbie and Debi, will be joining us for the last few days of the adventure. My best friend and sometimes nurse, Lysa, will be riding shotgun for the whole trip.
So how does a guy like me survive two nights in a freakin’ tent with three good-lookin’ women? I’m thinkin’ the best way is to go to bed earlier than all my wild girlfriends, get settled, and make grunting noises when they bring all that girlpower into the space. If that doesn’t work, then I go sleep in the car with the doors locked!
I’ve made two bamboo bobber rigs, and I’ve been practicing with my fly rod since April, so I’m gonna go terrorize those wild trout in the Northern Sangres! All the fish I’ve seen up on the Costilla are really too small to eat; but the little monsters will be fun to catch & release!
Gotta stop in to see friends, too, in Taos and Arroyo Hondo; then the best AA meeting in New Mexico at Questa. We’re going to hit the little club at San Luis, too.
Yayyy! Finally going to the high country where it’s cool and we can experience a high-mountain thunderstorm!!!
Sadly I became such a worthless and arrogant prick, before I moved back South from Taos, most of my friends in the Taos area don’t even want to speak to me.
I no longer have the luxury of thinking I might never drink again; but two things give me much hope: (a) I’ve never submerged myself to this degree in the honesty and humility of working our steps; and (b) I don’t have a lot of time left. I don’t need to worry about staying sober for years. Just today. Just enough.
I want to die sober and surrounded by my loving, caring and TRUE family. I can attain that. Not so much to aspire to, based on the condition of my heart; but I’m 77 days sober and totally on fire with my own quirky step-driven spirituality.
Constant and persistent prayers for those of my past whom I have hurt or caused harm. You are the most important people in my life, the ones to whom I owe the greatest debt of gratitude.
Que se vaya la paz contigo.